fancy that.

Hey,

thanks for reading my letter. Thanks for responding. I understand how you feel. I hand wrote your letter because I just wanted to go to the simple basic. I’ve been wrong for so long. I know and already feel that you no longer can ever trust me. Justina. I care for you so much. I love you. I love YOU Justina. I threw everyone and everything out of my life with only you left as my base. You are the base to my life. I need you and want you to need me. I want to be there for you during your darkest and happiest time. The only thing I could do now is love you with everything (my loyalty and trust) all my might when you love me the least. That is all that I could do and will continue to do until we can start as best friends. Just trying to work hard for us so that when you are ready we can start great. I don’t have a bit of thought or even a neuro impulse of anything tht has to do that person tht hurt us anymore. My memory of who ever that was has been deleted. My drive is fresh and new ready to fill with our new happy moments. As a human. A man with nothing but his words. I want to reach out to you and tell you. Please just hold me for my words. I don’t, dont want, and will not have anything to do with anyone that will cause us sadness or pain. I’m coming to accept that you will never take me back. I feel you tryin to move on. My lies have only clouded how I really feel about you. How I really feel about you is how I’m going to handle myself from now on. That is to simply give you my all. Everything, Trust, loyalty, support, friendship, understanding, willingness, respect, and most importantly my love. How will you ever trust me anymore? How can u trust my words? You can trust me when you see that everything I’ve said in my letter and in this email I will hold dearest and true to my heart when you no longer love me or want to love me. I will do this until you kick me to the curb and have moved on and then at that time I will still continue to love you. To simply put it. I dedicate my life to you even if you choose to no longer dedicate your life to me. Until you’re married to another man I won’t give up. Even then I will still love you respectfully. I will be active but respectful to your space in showing you I’m still fighting for you. There’s no one else. I want you! I’m at work. I’ve been at work. Just workin and going home. Don’t see anyone. Don’t want to hang out with anyone. Dont want to talk to anyone. I just want to see You. Talk to you be by your side. Just stare at you for hours. Just thjnk about you day and night. Think about us. I know youre done. Thank you for your fight. You put of a great one. Justina, there will be no more fight. If you allow me I promise you there will be no fight. It will be easy cause I’m more than willing to do anythjng and everything not for your love but to just let you feel how I feel about you. Justjna. Thank you. I will honor you. Allow me to love you I beg you.